May 29, 2008
Its kind of scary to see myself growing 5kgs per year. The only organ that I cannot control in my body is tongue which makes me eat more and more. With the kind of paneer, cheese, pizza stuff I am eating, fat started accumulating and the paunch started protruding. I have decided sometimes to avoid cheese and fat stuff but I can say it persists only for few hours. My weakness is that I cannot sacrifice my food for any other reason. Even from childhood I have this tongue weakness. At my home its common that whoever are angry dont take food. When my mom fights with dad, she wont take food nor my father. When my father scolds my sister , she wont take food. But me a special person from a different planet dont care for any reason. If my father scolds me or beats me I used to consume more food. So no matter what, the only thing I cannot sacrifice is food. Finally its causing problem and making me to think to put my expanding body in to control.
So finally decided to go for a jog. Me and my room mate started and went for a week and stopped. Again I started with my colleague , went for a week and stopped. The problem with me is ….I inspire instantly and cannot stand with it later. Proper implementation lacks. Now I have decided again to go and keep going till 2 weeks. On the first day I have checked my weight before running on tread mill. It showed 70. Then I ran on the tread mill for 30 mins and checked my weight , it showed 71. How funny it was? My work out I am doing now at gym is to prevent my body to grow. So that I can eat as usual without worrying about my body.