Yesterday I was happy when I heard the news that my closest friend is going to become father. He was my classmate in bachelors and he got married 5 months back. So at least in my friends circle, I can say the next generation is out. I am just wondering how the days are passing. I still remember those childhood days…..hmmm…nostalgia. Dont want to bore the readers. Also I heard so many friends are already on the track of getting married. So the days are very near where we will see the next youthful generation. I have spent 24 years of life in academic education and a few months old in corporate life. Half of the life spent in studying and other half in handling responsibilities. Where is the self enjoyment? Where are we heading? These are the questions which bother me often. The biggest impending mandatory custom is marriage. Somehow the interest for marriage which I have 2 years back is slowly getting faded. I am in a state of fear when somebody talks about marriage before me. After marriage I think the total mind set of an individual might change. Forgetting a few months of enjoyment with spouse, the rest of the life is devoted to family. Where is the time where we are doing something that satisfy the real human being inside you. Just passing among the milestones (study, job, marriage , children….) that are already fixed on your life track I am just a witness to the things happening. Me, we, I, ours………this the world so far. I have a long desire to do something for the society. I can frankly say that I have not spent enough bucks or service intentionally for the society except sympathizing. We have been taking so many things from it and forgetting to contribute to its welfare. I can remember a wonderful line from telugu lyricist saying RUNAM TEERCHU TARUNAM VASTEY TAPPINCHUKU POTUNNAVA (You are just escaping when the time has arrived for you to pay back to the society). Poor translation…..got the essence?…go ahead. Everybody feels, sympathizes it but that is not needed at all. It might satisfy your human side but leads no where. Just waiting…..what can I do to kill the selfishness and devote for the well being of my society. I am really sure that this will happen so soon as I am already committed to do it. After my self got satisfied I will go to the rest of the routine life trap where I end up as usual as all.
Yeah….dont use logic….dont comment ….dont feel bore…this is my blog I have rights to write whatever I can. It might start somewhere and end up somewhere else. Just translating the flow of thoughts in to English letters on a platform called blog. Just motivating myself to contribute for the good deed.
